I received 36 tms treatments on the neurostar machine.After about 5 treatments, my anxiety got very high.I would have racing thoughts and my heart felt like it was going to beat out of my chest.I had problems sleeping as well.The dr and tech didn't seem too concerned.This continued for a couple weeks and i crashed into a worse depression i've ever had.I began having suicidal thoughts.While i thought it was normal, as i heard from several people - it has never let up.It had taken weeks since the ending of treatment for my anxiety to really calm down.What's more problematic though is that i am left with a depression that is definitely worse.I have suicidal thoughts, which i never had before.I've lost my passion.Overall i can feel my brain has been overworked from this powerful machine.I'm convinced that this treatment alters the brain in many ways, and is not safe for everyone.I can only pray and try my best to help any damage heal.(b)(4).
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